My How Life Has Changed

I knew it would...in a way, but I guess I didn't really know what to expect. Sitting here this morning, looking at my students report cards helped me realize how my thought processes have turned. As TJ put it, I used to think about 23 little ones, and now my life is consumed by 1! It is true.

The other day we left the house and as we drove down the street and I saw all the cars and people and realized that life for other people has been continuing as normal, where as mine has seemed to stop.

I don't even know what I used to do, or think, or feel. But I know now that I want to check on my sweet baby while she naps, and I watch the time to make sure she is feed every few hours, and I wonder how many hours she will sleep at night, and I take tons of pictures of her cute outfits and the cute faces she makes.

The house doesn't feel different, just messier, and cozier. I don't get bored and feel the need to get out, but am content staying here. I don't get the few things completed that I want during the day and I can still sleep soundly (for a few hours) at night.

The days get easier and with each passing day my life prior to January 14th seems like more and more of a distant memory, but I wouldn't change it.